It was hard to let go of the unconditional love of 20 years. The oldest dog alive is 21 years old. You were almost there my pawkiddo! I have my moments in which I want to only remember the funny stories about you instead of the sad ones. Sometimes I may be ok and then all of the sudden I start crying because I miss you so much. At times I still hear your steps coming down the hall. I know you were trying to be there for me and knew I needed your sweet soul. I finally realized I was holding you back. The minute I whispered in your…